Friday, March 4
a whole lot of stuff been going on.up til now i stil dont get it.i dont fucking need you to control my fucking life.just mind your freaking own business.i dont need that kind of attention from u.you are giving me at the wrong time.thats what you always do.whats the problem this time?why do u always have to do it quietly?why cant you just say it to me straight to my face that you are fucking angry with me?you are damn conservative!get a life ok?whats wrong with being open?is it a crime to be telling the truth?cmon cant you just be like him?he talks to me.he advises me.he consoles me.he gives me encouragement.why cant you do just the same?what is so difficult by doing that?he can do it.but why cant you?i reali hope that you are able to open up your freaking mind and get a life!for gods sake.
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just yet another thing that i dont understand about people.like ive said,is it that hard to be frank?why do you dare to hate and not dare to admit it?you hate just act that way.thats no fucking need for you to act.NO NEED!dont you think others have no feelings?others are just like you.dont you realise?if you hate someone,for all you know theres more out there who hates you.you dont fucking know it cuz for all you know they are doing what you are doing to others.damn it!i reali think you must start thinking about this.or else better still just DIE!
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