Wednesday, March 29
im tired.and stressed.oh dear..still tonnes of work to do.
been delaying my drawing and now i have many many to do.
and all of them deal with water colour and chinese ink...
erzan,can i just do it all with charcoal instead?
please..?
its so much easier to handle.
though its VERY messy.
i dont mind.
still have my wallpaper and self portrait to complete.
arts history presentation today.
arts history research paper next week.
visual studies presentation next week.
clay by thursday.
and the list still goes on and on and on...
two more weeks to go.
ill have to endure.
end it well.
Arts Management will be my next station.
 -capture those
moments ;
im tired.and stressed.oh dear..still tonnes of work to do.
been delaying my drawing and now i have many many to do.
and all of them deal with water colour and chinese ink...
erzan,can i just do it all with charcoal instead?
please..?
its so much easier to handle.
though its VERY messy.
i dont mind.
still have my wallpaper and self portrait to complete.
arts history presentation today.
srts history research paper next week.
visual studies presentation next week.
clay by thursday.
and the list still goes on and on and on...
two more weeks to go.
ill have to endure.
end it well.
Arts Management will be my next station.
 -capture those
moments ;
Wednesday, March 22
i miss you.
and im feeling very sad.
 -capture those
moments ;
Thursday, March 16
What do you know?What do i know?
Do you know 'me'?
Do i know 'me'?
Full of drama.
What do you see?What do you think?
Who am I?Who is 'me'?
Riddles.
Riddles?
Random-ness?
Maybe.
Door open.Pull.
Door close.Push.
Vice-versa?Definitely.
One way street is prohibited.
The end.
Or is it to be continued....
Lila
2006
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moments ;
Monday, March 13
the time is here.
written test.
15/03/2006.
interview.
16/03/2006.
portfolio must be ready.
arrange all pictures and leaflets.
stress.
stress.
STRESS.
learn how to breathe.
still remember when i have to go for interview for my foundation year.
its the same feeling.
oh dear....
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moments ;
Sunday, March 5
what do i do when you are gone?
what do i do even when you are here with me?
what do i do?
carparks.
cars.
parked and then in mere hours gone to somewhere else.
somewhere where they think they will get what they want.
parked again and gone again.
they do just the same no matter where they go.
look for it when they need it.
abandon it when they have enough of it.
but come looking for it again when in need.
this goes on and on and on.
do these cars appreciate their parking lots that they have?
or is it just merely there for the sake of it?
they are there for only a few hours anyway.
how do think parking lots will feel to be abandoned every now and then?
when sun is glaring,cars will be very picky.
they wont park there when there is too much sun shining.
but when thats the only one left?
they will park there.
is the parking lot near the exit?
yes,alright.
but what happens to those that are much further?
as usual abandon.
what do you think they will say if they could talk?
how do they react when they know that the car is leaving?
now look into mirror.
what do you see?
ask that reflection on the mirror,
'am i like the cars?'
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