to jiali,happy birthday!i still remember ok..*laughs*

to all in MI esp. for those in 04a3,good luck for your mid-yrs.

*shakes hand with all*
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if theres something that i could wish for,it would be for the time to turn back and just stay still.cuz i love the company.i love the atmosphere.i love how things were.i enjoyed living with him.i enjoyed the moments that we spent with each other.i cant simply let those moments to pass so fast.

i appreciated every single minute that i spent with him over the weekends.two nights.it felt so perfect.complete.we cooked.we had our 'cat-fight'.we chatted.everything.

i wont forget this weekend.this anniversary is special in its own way.i got a good gift from you as well as something unexpected.the whole night was comfy.u made me feel safe in your arms.how i wish ull be here again and give the same comfort.every single night.

there wont be any good night kisses.no more good morning kisses.no more early morning irritating teases just to make me wake up.no more messing up your hair.no more patting your head.no more breakfast together.no more knocking on the toilet door to ask me why im taking so long to bathe.no more complains and comments about people that u saw on 'malaysian idol'.no more fighting over what songs to download.no more hugs.no more cuddles in bed.so much more of no more.

i hate to see you go.i shed tears cuz i dont wanna see u go.and leave me.i dont wanna be alone.cuz i know im gonna miss you.cuz life gonna go back to square one.cuz i dont know when i can get to see you again and enjoy our twosome life all over again without having to bother about time.

i shed tears cuz i felt that its gonna be the last time that i get to be near to you.and hear your steady heartbeat.and feel your breathing.i dont know.that was how i felt.i was afraid.afraid that its truly gonna be the last time.i dont know.that was my feeling.i knew i was just being too imaginative.i thought i was just too happy to be with you again after so long.

but later you told me.your head hurts.and it hurt so badly.pressure on your eyes.cold sweat.you were unsure.whats wrong?we have to find out.so that u and me will feel at ease.

how u talked to me.it was different.it was comforting.i feel loved.

i want you to be safe.i need you to be strong.

i want us.i want you.and i want me.together.

i love you.